two twenty three
Knotts was fun. The lines were long and the bus hurt my neck, but it was fun. I’m really tired though and I’m on period. Ouch.
Time to watch a documentary on the black plague because I have to write a dumb essay on it.
lol just kidding
jokes on me
I really need to move on and I need to let go and freaking stop giving a fuck but I can’t I fucking can’t ugh
It irritates me how fast peoples feelings can change. You act like you still have feelings for me then literally the next week you don’t pay attention to me. Make up your mind please.
two hundred five
Today would have been 10 months and I still love you
not really actually
I’m super hungry
two hundred four (again)
I’m downloading all of the ramones discography even though I already have like half of it and it’s only .3% done well this is gonna be a long afternoon of wait maybe I should start my 14 page essay on the bubonic plague or maybe I should read my drivers handbook because I have to go take my permit test next week (I lied to my mother and said I finished it jesus christ)
oh and I miss you
two hundred four
While I was taking a dump, I had a very intense conversation with my mother whether God is real or not. I think I won.
Oh and I am not going to Extreme Thing, because that isn’t really my cup of tea lol
two hundred three
Today this guy got really close to my face and then I saw this other kid and his face reminded me of yours then I got so very sad, because I’m a giant faggot and your face will never be that close to mine ever again uGH
two hundred two
I really hate one of my close friends boyfriends. We’ve been telling her to break up with him, because it will hurt less if she does it now instead of later, but she’s like blinded by love. He’s such a jerk and he forgets their anniversary and he ignores her except for like a few minutes a day. And when I tell her that if she does it now it won’t hurt as much, all she does is throw it in my face that my ex cheated on me. Like she should be taking my advice from experience (even though I still have feelings for said ex). Oh well, at least I warned her. Le sigh
Oh yeah and he’s cheating on her (evidence she found on his phone)
jesus fucking christ I hate teenagers
two hundred one
This guy is always touching me. I don’t know him, but he’s always touching me. Funny thing is I don’t hate him for it.
My sister seriously needs to fucking get a place of her own. I am sick and tired of her boyfriend always being her being loud and not letting me be in peace. Not only that but she borrowed my dress and doesn’t even have the decency to wash it when she knows I wanted to wear it tomorrow. I hope she falls in a pit of fire or something like that.
One ninety eight
My mother is taking her sweet ass time to pick me up from the mall because she thinks my friends actually showed up for our plans lol but hey I bought a cute cheap dress and I’m assuming I made peace with Dustin but most likely I’m wrong
one ninety six
Today in pe some weird bug bit me near my armpit, it was so fucking retarded but it hurt like hell.
one ninety three
So I dyed my hair but the water is out in the whole fucking neighborhood like what the fuck so I’m probably gonna kill brain cells until it gets turned back on “lol”
one ninety two
It’s so peaceful to be single and not have a crush on anyone :-3